Perhaps it's the anticipation, excitement and imagination, of hoping and leading a life you really and truly want, that propels you to take a step into the unknown world of your fantasy...
Ask me anything
One paper down.
But I’m so dead. So screwed.
Whatever. Fuck GPA. I don’t care anymore.
I walked home today.
I just stared straight ahead and walked super slowly.
The thing is, I don’t even feel sad. I feel… nothing.
I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. And I’m scared.
No one seems to want to acknowledge me. It’s just a simple ‘hello’. But then again, no one ever did.
It may not be good but I know I’ve tried my best, given the ambiguous instructions and clueless start.
I ain’t got time for self-pity. I didn’t wait one year for this. You better get your ass out there and start bucking up. Finals and all. Or everything will be gone and lost before you know it.
Shit’s just gotten real.
This week is so not my week. Everything is so screwed up.
Lousy essays. Rushed submissions. Bad grades.
So worried for finals. How will I survive? :(
“ Some days I woke up and got out of bed and brushed my teeth like any normal human being; some days I woke up and lay in bed and looked at the ceiling and wondered what the hell the point was of getting out of bed and brushing my teeth like any normal human being. ”
It’s Kind of a Funny Story (Ned Vizzini)
“ people say i love you all the time - when they say, ‘take an umbrella, it’s raining,’ or ‘hurry back,’ or even ‘watch out, you’ll break your neck.’ there are hundreds of ways of wording it - you just have to listen for it. ”
Eat the damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a picture with crayons like you’re still 6 years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe, dance like no one sees you, paint each nail a different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden, make an ugly shirt and wear it all day. Learn a new language, write a song, date someone you wouldn’t usually go for, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the unloved, and live your life to the fullest. So at the end of the day, you’ll have no regrets, no sorrows, no disappointments.”
“ The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you. ”
“ As humans, we waste the shit out of our words. It’s sad. We use words like “awesome” and “wonderful” like they’re candy. It was awesome? Really? It inspired awe? It was wonderful? Are you serious? It was full of wonder? You use the word “amazing” to describe a goddamn sandwich at Wendy’s. What’s going to happen on your wedding day, or when your first child is born? How will you describe it? You already wasted “amazing” on a fucking sandwich. ”
“ There are 7 billion people on this planet who I have not met,
and 195 countries I have not visited.
Yet I am stuck in this insignificant town,
Being pressured into making decisions about my future,
When I barely even know who I am. ”
“ If you’re twenty-two, physically fit, hungry to learn and be better, I urge you to travel - as far and as widely as possible. Sleep on floors if you have to. Find out how other people live and eat and cook. Learn from them- wherever you go. ”
“ You can’t control everything. Sometimes you just need to relax and have faith that things will work out. Let go a little and just let life happen. ”
“ Be — don’t try to become ”
Osho (via yogaformysoul)
“ fuck it ”
“ When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own. ”